There was a day, when I asked to God

  'why did You not take me to Your exceptions list?'

  'there were so many girl with beautiful faces,
   but why did You not put me like they are?'

  'why not?'

But then, I was realized. If God put me to one of them, I would not felt the same way I feel right now with you. That's what I don't want to be real.