A PLAIN MORNING

I woke up early this morning with a flat face, go to the toilet, wash my face, brush my teeth, then back to the room carrying a cup of tea, sitting in front of the computer, start to write this.
I really expect more, at least, there's someone who say to me 'good morning' with a wide smile, i wish! i just need more time, i think

UNDER PRESSURE

I need a comfortable place as soon as possible! I think home is the best, but why this commotion makes me queasy and want to leave this house?? hoosshh
i need to finish my job as a student, get university, i have to study!! but how can with this fucking situation?!!

yummy yum

i think about strawberry cheese cake after watched 'antique' movies ooh what a delicious cake!! yum yum ;)

050506-050509

3 years, yup! long enough .. i never imagine that it's over now, i slightly regret this happened but i know that God will never sleep, God knows what is best for me, i just have to wait for the good things that will come to me, so enjoooy ;)

To My Future Love

Hey Future Love,

I didn’t know how to start this letter
Dear, or hello, couldn’t decide which sound better.
I went for the informal because I’m not trying to impress
Try to make it laid back so there’s no need to stress.
I know I don’t know your name—but someday I hope
We’ll meet on the street and no longer be alone.
Sometimes I gaze up at the stars and imagine how it will be—
Where will it happen? Will you just turn and look at me?
Will we discover the meaning of “love at first sight?”
Perhaps it will take one or two nights—
Laying out under the stars and discovering the mysteries
Asking questions that have eluded the minds of many for centuries.
Maybe it will be our laughter that floats in the air—
That makes us turn in the right direction, at that moment, right there.
Our eyes will meet, and it will be just like in a movie
We’ll smile at each other, and you’ll ask me out for a cup of coffee.
Oh the possibilities, they haunt me in my sleep
All the secrets I want to share but for now I keep.
Each poem I write makes me somehow feel closer to you
Based on emotions that I know to be true.
When life gets me down, I look up at the night sky
For a long moment, I’m silent but eventually I’ll sigh—
Someday we’ll meet, and it’ll be like we had never been apart
Because you know when you’ve found the one
That completes your heart.




-doorfromheaven

20 MAY 2009

'nnniiiickkkkyyy'

'wwweeeeeeekkkk :p'

:)

SKY

i heart that beauty

I WAS WRONG

i know GOD, it's too fast

i miss that moment, sleep like a baby , so quiet, without the burden of mind

WHERE ARE YOU

'!'

why do i feel so happy to have you here? why why why? you came at the right time. but why sometimes you made me feel that you have feeling for me but sometimes you're not. oh you really got me now lol

ALONE

OH GOD i hates being alone, it's like a BIG NO NO NO, hassh i need somebody, i feel like i'm dying, no, it's true, i'm dying right now!!!!

my fav fashion links :


http://www.polyvore.com/
















http://www.lookbook.nu/




http://www.nikicio.com/

what a beautiful day

today is a very exciting day, i spontaneously hang out with my friends, first we went to Sabang to get some food, then we walk to Monas and met the Korean people and take some pictures together, haaa but the "BIG" one someone has give a little brightness to my day what a beautiful day, and i just want to say thankiees ;)
(if he could see this blog of course lol)

"give me more lovin than i've ever had.
make it all better when i'm feelin sad.
tell me that i'm special even when i know i'm not.
make me feel good when i hurt so bad."
-Plain White T's - 1,2,3,4

wohoo where can i found you?

haa i really want to come to this place, but I don't know who should i go with, my friends invite me to go with her boy friend too, but i don't want to be like a pre wedding photograper hihii
so, who should i go with? :(

new day new story

oh my .. from now and i don't know how long, i am single .
i never expect it will happen to me, i think that he's the only one for me, who will always beside me, but i was wrong, he's not love me as deep as mine, poor me :'(
but now i was realize that life must go on with or without him, now i just have to focus on my future, i don't need to searching for love, love will come by itself .