self-portrait

I will let you go, I will set you free. and when you see what you need to see.

when you find you. come back to me.

MY WHOLE LIFE

  

I don't know if everyone else feels different as I do. But, I feel comfortable when I was there.
When I'm happy, sad, laugh, cry, hurt, depressed, stressed, or even worse than that.
When I open my eyes till I closed it again. When sometimes I feel so tired to stand-up.
Or maybe when I feel so alone. That's it.

COMPLEXITY DRESS - VIHADA

WONDERFULL DAY

     TAMAN SAFARI PUNCAK. MAY 5 '10.

"  I'm bigger than model size. I've got boobs and an ass. "

End of March

March has passed, I ended it with joy and sorrow, I felt so happy because I am already 19 but in the other hand I had to let my grandfather's died that day. Ok, forget the past, but for sure, I always pray for my grandfather a rest in peace. 

So much thing happened in early April, like job offers, to be a dance teacher, a sales assistant at ZARA, audition for a new vocal group, but most importantly, I'll soon open an online shopping site where that me and my sister become the owner also the designer, amen. 

Lately I've often heard the word 'whatever' out of his mouth, you know, boy-stuff. I just don't like it when that word used in all cases, what do you feel if someone you loved said 'do whatever you want to do and go wherever you want to go' it feels careless for me, for three days we're argued each other, but still we can pass go through the day. 

Sigh..almost midnight, I should go to sleep, awfully tired! Talk to you guys tomorrow, ADIOSS!! xoxo

the one with 'high and mighty', think that she/he's best of everything, two-faced.
hate it! and that's you.

GAGA IN WHITE! LOVE IT!